Cock Fear

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I’m always on the lookout for interesting information so when I see something that grabs my attention I save it for future use. Sometimes I just don’t see how I can work it into a story. Ithyphallophobia is one of those things.

What is that you may ask? My worst fear.

Ithyphallophobia is the fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis. First I want to discuss the first two items—seeing or thinking about hard-ons. I definitely do not suffer from this phobia. If anything I have the opposite malady. An obsession with seeing or thinking about boners. I don’t trade dick pics anymore, not since I committed to my boyfriend. But when I was single I was sharing those images left and right. I didn’t care who saw my junk and loved getting other pics in exchange.

Even now I still truly love looking at hard penises. Not just mine or my boyfriends, either, though those are my top two favorites. But I also enjoy checking out Tumblr, Pinterest and porn to see more and more pricks. Some folks say all dicks are the same, but I disagree. I think they’re like fingerprints, unique to each individual person.

So I am truly thankful I don’t have ithyphallophobia.

When I first read about this particular phobia, I thought about how much it would suck for a married woman to have it. I imagine it might be something that develops later in life, otherwise why would she get married in the first place. It would be difficult for both the man and woman if she didn’t want to see or think about his genitals, let alone touch them.

Now let’s discuss the third part of the definition—fear of having an erect penis. As any guy knows, there is simply no way to control when or where you get a hard-on. There’s not even always a why. Sure, most often it’s in response to visual or physical stimulus, but that isn’t necessary.

For me, it’s taken nothing more than a smell to throw wood. And, literally, there are times it only took a gentle breeze. Of course, this happens less now than when I was young. Christ, when I hit puberty, I was basically a walking boner. I had one all of the time it seemed. In Math class (where it wasn’t the teacher, because she was like 70 years old *shudder), reading a book or just sitting on a hard bench, the damn thing acted up in the most inopportune times. Don’t even get me started on gym class.

Now imagine being an ithyphallophobic young kid going through that. Symptoms of the fear include breathlessness, excessive sweating, nausea, dry mouth, feeling sick, shaking, inability to talk clearly, a fear of dying, becoming mad or losing control, a sensation of detachment from reality or a full blown anxiety attack. The poor kid would literally be having attacks all the time. No, thank you.

Once more, praise God I don’t have that phobia or my life would be very different.

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